Assalamualaikum wr. wb...
duh bnerannya yah liburan lama gini geje juga mau ngapain.
saya teh baruuuuu ngerasa libur sejak pengumuman unpad kemaren, kira2 4 minggu lalulah!
kumaha si nat ato anggi, yang udah jelas keterima d UI ato ITB sejak berbulan bulan lalu???
apa ga lebih bosen????
saya pngn cari kerja, tapi dimana yahh?
abs lburan gini suntuk abs.
keluar keluar, nostalgila ma temen2, temen2 smp, tiap 2 hari sekali malah ngabisin duit.
dirumah terus juga, mo ngemat, MALAH NGEGENDUT. TIDAAAKKK! ga mau kembali ke masa2 ituu!
watdefak abs.
serba salah! layaknya buah simalakama.
since i'm feeling stupid, let's start writing in english ^_^
by the way, i've been feeling unwell since 3 days ago. i think i'm sick. insomnia.
can't sleep early, don't know why. from a couple days ago, i always sleep at 1 to 5 am. then wake up at 9 to 11 am, precisely.
i skipped subuh, of course, but it's fine because i'm not praying right now.
but i just can't stop thinking about what will happen if this cycle it's over???? will i wake up early to pray??? what if i couldn't??
it really scares me. i'm affraid (is the spelling correct?punten nya english gw keur kacrut) if i can't sleep early and wake up late.
mobile alarm doesnt work. i mean, it's working of course, ringing everyday at 6am, but i never woke up. never ever never.
so i think from tomorrow i have to start to sleep early and wake up early.
I HAVE TO DO THAT. i cant wake up at 11 am again! oh come on, i'm going to university this year! i'm a grown up! a woman! what kind of woman i am if i wake up at 11 am??
by the way, on tuesday, me rezky teteh are going to sleep over in ratna's house. this is to replace our holiday's destination. our plan A was going to lombok (actually this is my and teteh's plan), but rezky and ratna disaggree. plan B was DoFun (dufan haha), but i disaggree. actually there was no continuation of this plan, i think it's because i refused it (since i was going to dofun too with ipa 5, but it was cancelled because there were less people who could go than we thought, and now i'm upset again oke forget it farah! it's over). the plan C was me and teteh going to balikpapan with teteh's family. but my mom didn't allow me to go. and the plan D, was my plan, the cheapest of all, is staying at one of our houses. eng ing eng, we picked ratna's house to be our place to stay for one night. GIRLS NIGHT OUT, yeahhh! hahaha. i just can't wait for it! for the record, this is the second time i sleep in my friend's house. the first happened when i was in middle school. i stayed in teteh's house for a night, and it was great, but too quiet.
i think on tuesday won't be that quiet because there will be 4 of us talking and talking till late. weeew. this is rarely happen because my mother never let me to stay at my friend's house. it's ok if my friend want to stay, but i cant stay out. the only reason i can stay at ratna's because it's ratna, my friend since i was in the 7th grade.
talking about my insomnia, now it's 3 am and i'm wide awake. not because i'm thinking about si aa, but i;m not sleepy. yet. urgh. this is killing me.
it's funny when you listen to one of jordin sparks or miley cyrus's song, they say that they can't sleep because of thinking somebody. it never happened to me. and i hope it won't. i always think it's very silly when we can't sleep just because thinking of somebody who might not thinking of us. ironic isnt it? i hope it wont happen to you or me.
well i really need to go to sleep right now, so bye everyone.
hasta la vista.
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